The hardest part is during the process

It's easy to begin and it's easy to end .. the process is always the hardest part , once i take up the responsibility i have to bear the consequences . This is the only time i had made my decision but din get the permit . Though i can improve myself , though i can stand out of my comfort zone but since i take up this job, i can't see happiness ... Facing so much pressure this few weeks , and the results brings me down , the happy Erina also become not happy already . How i wish everything i do i will have the determination as what i have on dancing , from a nerdy girl that dun even noe how to dance join in school's gym , still rmb coach always seperate the school team to have practise on stage while members on the floor , looking at the school team i'm impressed , hoping one day i can be like them . After 3 years of training,only i'm selected to represent school for comp and this can only be counted as the beginning of my gym life , i started to learn the proper gymnastics and sit for the exam . Last 2 weeks , i sit for an exam and i fail, it was my first time i fail . From what i know a lot gymnast choose to give up when they fail, i didnt .. at last , i passed it with a score that i really unexpected when i resit yesterday . Why can't i use all this efforts in the responsibility that's given ?