What should i take for the next step ??

Well, i have attended a youth camp. Learned lotsa things here, get to know more bout christianity and build me up spiritually. I like the message the pastor had brought up it is meaningful and powerful , of course this messages had caused many of us emotional breakdown included me . Knowing the hurts we had been through and kept it in our heart for long, didnt express it out & the hurt never been forgiven. I heard a message of life which is leading me what God wants me to do with my ability but but but ( opps ! no buts ! ) i just dun/cant take the step of doing it HOW ??!!!